make me numb..

In happiness there's sadness and there's sadness in happiness. Life is complicated. I dont want to feel a thing.

a story of lies and false promises

November 21, 2008

 

 

 

 

“I have never felt so toyed-with, so carelessly set aside, here is the man I trusted and he was breaking my heart before my very eyes”

DAMN IT. Who’s that girl? I kept thinking. But why do i care anyways? I don’t know either. But all I know is that I was hurt. Simply because I thought he was different but then again, he’s just like anybody else.

It all starts with the question why. What did I do? Questions are all over my head and I have a thousand of could-be reasons why he did that to me. Maybe because he didn’t like me enough, maybe because he was too afraid to get hurt or maybe he thought that I like someone else. Maybe, just maybe. So many questions that needs to be answered to mend the aching heart.

I felt like crap.Was I that dispensable? How can it be that easy for him to ignore me like this?
The worst part is that I had given my best, but I was left behind. He chose someone over me and didn’t even care about what I would THINK or FEEL. Without any warnings, he chose to break my heart and all I got were lies and false promises.

 

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+++i love the beach!..hehe..when im depressed i want to go there and just stare at the works of nature come into play..feeling the sand under your feet and watching the sunset....hay sarap..+++

+++i cant leave our house without my shades..even if its raining and i know that i wouldnt be able to use it, i just need to see it inside my bag...i just dont know why..hehe+++

+++my comfort source: food! when im depressed, i usually eat a lot...(kahit nga ndi depressed eh)..wala lang para mailabas ung pain and stuff.. of coarse pwede din idaan na lang sa inuman..+++

+++i love kids! they're so cute and sometimes better thinkers than adults..lols... actually im planning to make myself one pero malamang not in the near future..xempre+++< br />
+++i hate girls na maarte..wannabes.. .social climbers and all those shit...+++

+++me? i have my moods..but basically cowboi ako...you can bring me to the worst places..no complaints..try me..lols+++

+++ if there is one thing that i like about myself is the i dont know how to pretend...i say what i want to say..i do what i want to do+++

+++i give myself a good cry sometimes..hehe

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