another sad story

I have been really emotional these past few days. Maybe because it was holy week and I had the time to think and reasses the things that has been happening in my life.  Well then, here’s another sad story.

I was pretty jealous of those families that went out of town last holy week. I just stayed at home. We asked dad if we coild go to the beach or something, and as usual he said that HE HAS WORK.

During holy week? Damn. If its true that he works during the holidays just liek what he always uses as an excuse, then I definitely think that his boss should double or even triple the digits man. But then again, he’s just with them.

"I cant accept the fact that he chooses to be with them istead of us. Now tell me, who could blame me for hating him?"

Mom always tell us not to hate dad because at least he did not desert us. Should I thank him for that? He’s just doing that because that is what everyone expects him to do and maybe to clear his conscience as well. I just wish that I wouldnt be affected anymore but he always hurt my feelings.

"For everything that he has done, Im hurt and the pain is so deep, deeper that anybody knows"